R1 Day 26

I don't know what I am thinking. I had no loss again today so I am doing an apple day and I hate them! I don't know why I do this to myself. I haven't been on HCG long enough to become immune to it I would think but it doesn't seem to be working for me. I had planned on doing at least a 30 day run but I'm at the point now where I just want to move on to phase 3. It seems like a waste of drops though. I know this stuff wasn't extremely expensive but I hate to waste. I had even convinced myself that I would do a 40 day run and that seems unlikely now too. I keep making things that I really want to eat right now and it's killing me! It isn't chocolate or sweets that I want, I want bread! And I keep thinking about how I can't even attempt it for at least another 3 weeks! I can't let this beat me, though. I am going to hold out for the 30 days of drops and then do my 72 hrs of VLCD and then move on to phase 3 in about 10 days. I think I can hold out for that long. Then it will just be a test of whether or not I can figure out the proper thing to eat from then on. I don't think I'll have a problem doing a steak day but this apple thing is killing me. I find it really weird because I really like apples. I hope to at least get down to the next range of 10 weight-wise because I'm right there on the cusp. It would be nice to be just that much closer to my goal weight. Then, When I wait my allotted time I will only have another 20 or so pounds to lose and if I only lose 17 pounds then, I won't be so butt hurt. I will have to work on building muscle from here on out because I didn't really lose any inches at all. If I did, they aren't in any place that I measured. I think I lost some on my ankles. Maybe my fingers. Really? Those weren't really the places I was so inclined to lose. Not that I mind, but I was really hoping to lose a muffin top or some inches off my hips or arms. That would be nice. Perhaps next time. Or maybe when I start doing ab exercises.