R1 Day 12 cont'd

It's the end of the day and of course I didn't exercise. I am embarrassed to say that I watched tv most of the day just because a show that I wanted to see was playing online and it's availability ends tonight. I know, watching my stories. But somethings just hook you and I don't have any idea as to when I would next be able to watch this show. I barely finished and it's way past my bedtime. I have a headache pretty bad but I'm still convinced it's due to my back being out. I thought I popped it back into place this morning but I guess I was wrong. I hope that going to sleep will help it to stop.

As for my meals today, I opted for half a grapefruit this morning, chicken and spinach soup for lunch, an apple and then beef salad for dinner. I've been bad about water most of the day so I've spent this afternoon and this evening trying to "catch up." I am once again hoping for a loss tomorrow. A big loss if possible. I read in "pounds and inches" that women take longer to lose because of how we lose and retain water. I really hope that won't be the case the entire time. I still have another 17 days or so and I don't want to only lose 10 lbs. I think that might depress me. I am trying to remain optimistic but I guess I am a cynic at heart. I shouldn't complain, I know. I just hope all goes well and stays that way. I don't want to do all this work and then sabotage myself. I have been having mega sugar cravings and I have super smell all of a sudden. Here's hoping tomorrow will be great.