R1 Day 13

Today is not starting out well. I still have a headache. Albeit not as bad as I went to bed with but there nonetheless. My weigh in this morning resulted in no loss but no gain either. However that could be iffy because apparently I need a new battery in my scale which I forgot to buy at the store this morning when I went with a very ornery child and I spent too much. So now I have to wait until the other kids get home to go get a battery. I am afraid that it might say something different when I replace the battery and not in a good way. I had half a grapefruit this morning and lots of cravings for sugar to go with that. I find it odd because I'm usually not one for sweets but I guess I have been lately. Maybe it's all the sugar that hides in my food that I am used to and don't realize. I think the biggest thing for me is seeing certain things around and knowing I can't have it. Feels like the grass is greener on the other side but then I have to keep telling myself that I am not going to be fat anymore but if I do this then I will be fat. ARGH! Now I know why I've never been on a diet before. It sucks! Though I am not hungry, I have major cravings for things I can't have. Or, shouldn't have. Whatever the case may be. Mantra for the day...drink, drink, drink!