R2 P2 Day 25

Yesterday was a complete and total bust! I gained yesterday morning so I had a "poor me" day and decided it wasn't worth it. I only have about 8 days left until I stop taking the drops and transition into phase three and I don't really feel like I'm going to make it. By this time around last round I had lost more weight and didn't have the desire to cheat. This round I think my heart isn't in it. I had an apple in the morning and a pastrami sandwich with pickles for lunch. After that I drank water and had half a big bag of sour patch kids. Which, really tasted too sweet but I still ate it. I only had an apple the rest of the night. Today I may have to pull out all the stops just shy of doing an apple day. I did weigh in at -0.5 lbs this morning but it's little consolation when I gained a pound and a half yesterday. Here's hoping I do better this weekend. I was invited to dinner on Sunday but I think I am just going to pass. I have got to get some more weight off. Even five pounds will do at this point. I am so frustrated!