R2 P2 Day 22

Yesterday was yet another experiment. I started my lunch off with raspberries and lunch meat again because I was in such a mood I really did not want to cook and I was close to stopping somewhere but I didn't. I was in such a mood that I had double my normal allowance of meat for lunch. I really didn't care because I was mad and doing some emotional eating. My day got busy and...who am I kidding. I spent most of the day on pinterest. It really sucks you in. After the kids got home we did our usual routine of homework and music, etc. dinner was late again. I made cheesy chicken and rice for the kids and it was all I could do not to eat it. It smelled so good. But I didn't. I had my chicken and spinach soup. I make my own clear broth instead of using store bought. I just need to get more water in for the day and then I am set. I ended up eating an apple, well, it was more like two thirds of an apple. It doesn't really matter. I tried to justify it in my head that maybe I didn't get enough calories but this morning when I weighed in I had no change in weight. Again. so today I am doing an apple day and a detox bath to see if I can get this going again. This sucks. I am very tempted right now to quit because I don't feel like I am going anywhere. But then I have to remind myself that I've already gotten back down to the weight I was at the end of last round. Well, I am almost there and if I quit then it's just a bigger uphill battle from here. Did I say "this sucks?" It really does.