R2 P2 Day 14

I am such a loser! Yesterday I had every intention of being good but it being a holiday, my brother called me up and we got together for a BBQ. That is my downfall! I love the smells, the taste of the food. It is my comfort food. Alas, I did not make it. And since I was throwing all caution to the wind anyway, I pretty much ate what I wanted. I had chicken and cabbage for lunch, staying within protocol. I also had an apple. Then at dinner time, I was late at taking my drops so it probably was not done properly. I had bratwurst and beef with some rice and lots of broccoli. I also had a slice or so of my chocolate zucchini bread so that I could test it since it was a new recipe. I also finished off my candy so that won't be a temptation anymore. I was so bloated last night and my legs and ankles were so swollen. I felt awful. This morning I weighed in at +1.5 lbs. The worst I've ever done on this protocol. I've never cheated this bad before. It's really sad. I have to do better from now on. I will do better! I won't give up!