Week number two...uh, I mean three...

So, last week, which should have been week number two, was a bust. I think I only exercised twice, 3.37mi and 4.07mi. But I did weigh in on Tuesday, but I don't quite know what to make of it because I lost three pounds. Now, normally I would be ecstatic because I had a terrible first week and I still lost three pounds but I'm thinking I'll have to chalk this one up to a bad beginning weight. I'm not even going to change my ticker until next weigh in. So, I was thinking, can we just call last week a bye week? Huh? Uh, I didn't think so. Well, this next week looks promising already because I have a new walking partner. My other one is only available twice a week and on bank holidays. It makes for weak motivation when my motivation is not letting them down. I need to get into the mindset of not letting ME down. That would be good. I have taken up some new craft hobbies which only work for me if I'm skinny so I guess I better get my butt in gear. I have too much to lose and too much to gain by losing so I hope I can do this. Scratch that, I will do this! Weight loss tip of the day, love yourself. Something I need to work on so that I do this for me and not for anyone else. I can tell myself that nobody likes fat people or that my kids make innocent comments about people's weight or that doctors say this isn't healthy but until I say, I want to lose weight, I will be happier when I do it, I can do it, nothing will change because it has to be for me. So I am beginning today. I will lose weight for me, I will be healthy, I will exercise and LIKE IT, I will be more of a person but look like less of one! I will change. I will do this now! I will do this always!